D Most Awsumest Day!!!! hehehehehe...

Today ws nt d kinda day dat i expctd... actually i ws dreadin n cursin d day... never expctd God to turn it into a day dat i wud luv and cherish sooooooooo much.. right, right, right.. k... let me nt keep u in suspense any more... well to strt off wit, i had an exam today, and exam dat i had to re-do thank 2 ONE BIG DUMB IDIOT of a lecturer!!!! I ws expectin it to b really hard, cos dats wat they say abt re-sit exams, dey try to make it hardr dan d 1st one...any ways...mine jst turned out 2 b d other way arnd, it was waaaaaaaaaaaay easier and bttr dan d original exam i sat fr... i prayd to God thoughput to make it easy fr me and so He did, I thnk u alone God and no one else!!!! So i came home really elated and ws feelin really on top f d moon...

A month bak i sent my Final Year Thesis (an abstract) to a University in Sri Lanka where they had requested fr such Thesis abstracts dat wud finally end up being research papers aftr a long process of approvals n stuff and dey said they'll notify us within a month... so i ws nt havin much hope of it being accptd since mine ws jst an undergraduate thesis... and today aftr da 1st happy situ, here cums d next "Your Abstract has been Conditionally Acceptd for the next Stage"!!!! WOW!!! WOW!! WOW!!! wat more cud i say, wat an awsum day i am havin!!!!

WOW, I am Really Recoverin Nw!!!!

hey ppl, wts up??? lyk my title says, im finally movin on nw wit my lyf, witout sum worthless creatures frm our planet Earth!!!! ystrday, ws my b'day, wich in my view i jst didnt wanna celebrate @ all @ 1st cos i ws jst in no mood to do so, bt thnx to sum f my best buddiz, they dragged me out and took me out fr dinner and fr sum lil fun("nw dnt get me wrong here, i t ws pure, clean fun")... durin d day wat really kept me busy ws respondin to d many wishes dat i received fr my b'day mostly on FB and d msgs on my fone, and everytime dat either one f dem came, i thought i ws hopin n paryin dat it wud b frm dat person, bt nt even one, intially i ws very upset abt it bt thn i ws lyk wat d hell, nw v have nutin more to do wit each other so i expect anytin!!!! guess dats d spirit i will hav to liv wit frm nw on!!!! God pls help me to stay dis way witout me jst ruinin my lyf....

Finally I am Moving ON!!!!

Hey ppl, im bak and felelin muuuuuuuuuuuuch bttr !!!! aftr much thought put into these problems dt i hav been facin lately, i ws lyk wat d hell, y shud i suffer jst fr one worthless and ungrateful wretch who dsnt giv a damn abt frnship.... initially wen I called it all off and dat it ws d end, i jst cudnt bear it no more, cos once gain dat person told me stuff dat ws really nt very pleasent fr me to hear.... so once i gt home i ws feelin sooooo terrible, i ws plannin on stuff dat were extremely drastic, cos i jst cudnt face d next day...dat ws d end, i had jst lost my best buddy cos f sum damned bitches in btwn, who basically ruined r frnship!!! todate i dispise all those bitches, may they rott to d MAXIMUM in dis wrld as wel as in d hereafter.....

Bt then again i ws thinking, wat goes arnd comes arnd too, so i basically left all des probs in Gods hands and told Him to shw me a solution to des worris, cos i jst cudnt think str8 fr a moment and told Him to shw ppl who each and every one of us are and to expose all those fake ones out there and to shw ppl who d real ones r!!!! and may He guide all of us to d correct ppl and may He shower wisdom on d foolish ppl arnd us...

until den!!!!

Cheers....

jst dnt knw wat to do wit my lyf!!!!

im still tryin to figure out wat to do and more so wat to do wit my lyf... i thot even aftr speakin wit dat certain individual everytin wud b OK... at times i jst sit and wondr y d hell am i sufferin wit all dis and lets put everytin in d past and move on, bt there r certain UNPLEASENT things dis indv said dat todate still rings in my ears and den i go in to dis mad+bad mood again, which basically ruins d rest f my days!!!! bt fr dat person, lyf is lyk a rollercoaster and is enjoyin every moment of it.... well any ways ppl, im tryin my level best to curb dis situation bt i guess dats gonna take a way long time to com to it!!!! so until den...

cheers!!!

p.s. well nt exactly "cheers", i dnt knw wat 2 call it....

Jst cnt seem to understand!!!

i jst cnt seem to understand sumtimes y ppl hav to b so difficult @ times!!! Lately me n a frnd hav been havin quite a few conflicts over a certain person.. what i really cnt understand is why do ppl hav to be so stubborn, nt that im sayin that i am free of fault, we all are in some way or another.. But wen a person specially a frnd is advicing u sincerely, abt a certain mattr r abt a person, y is it so difficult to @least consider their advice even a lil bit??? i jst dnt seem to understand dis attitude??? so instead wat iv dun is, adjustd my mind as the sayin goez - u cn take the horse to da water bt u cnt make it to drink it, and iv let dis person do wa eva he wishes, its a pure situation of jumping frm da frying pan in to the fire!!! And i hereafter shall nt interfere in watever he wants to do wit his life, cos i feel dat im jst no suitable person to giv advice to any person!!!! dats da end f it!!!

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the 1st ever real interview and exam experience!!!

hey, ppl!!! welcome bak aftr sum time.. well iv been busy wit an interview @ a selected bank f my choice!!! wow, it jst went gr8, cudnt beleive it... Sometimes gttin into places is soooo easy wen uv gt contacts (specially very influential contacts!!!)... well da 1st stage, which ws da interview or rather i wud call it a discussion ws overall nt bad, actually very gud... wel da nest day, dats ystrday ws pretty shitty though, cos I had the aptitude test, and i jst hate answering these tests, cos time is never enough to answer those papers, anywys i gav my best shot @ it... and fingers r crossed and jst hopin n prayin that i gt selcted.. until they. adios amigos!!!!

Y is it Soooooooooooooo Difficult ?????

Hav u ever been in a situation where u were asked to describe oneself in a few wrds either in writng r in speaking??? well if u havnt, i guess u shud wile u r reading this post!!! iv found it to be the most toughest things one cud do in a short space of time... today i ws faced wit a similar situation.. i am a member f a Toastmasters club, and they usually have this session knwn as the ice breaker, where uv gt 2 describe oneself in 2-3 minutes... i jst didnt knw wat to put in to my speech, bt since i ws super free, i jst wrote sum stuff.... it tuk me soooooooooooooo long to write it, dat i myself cudnt believe how long i tuk to write it!!! well if u call dat difficult, then u shud try speakin dat out, gosh!!! i suffrd, bt some hw managed to get it dun!!! i ws shokd as to hw well i had dun it!! it ws gr8 and useful all together i shud say!!

It's Finally Over!!!!

hey ppl its gr8 to have finally finished all of it... The projects, submissions, presentations, vivas', etc... im sooooooooooo relieved on one hand and on the other im gonna miss it... 4 years of continuous wrk lik dis, am sure gonna miss it, im even missin it rite nw as i type dis post!!! so nw im jst wonderin wat do i do frm nw on.. well to me the best is to jst chill it out n wait patienly fr the grades to come to decide my next move... until den... tada!! bye.. tc n KIT everyone!!!

The PRESENTATION!!!!

hey, y da hell am i so freakd out abt dis presentation... iv dun so much f public speakin n yet im freakin out so much every day... gues cos it entirely depends on wat i get fr my degree... God pls hav mercy on me, n pls make my assessor to nt ask too many questions n fr my supervisor to save me throughout. the freakiness is only until u get up there to speak, but once i start, it all jst vanishes away, it simply disappears to God knws where!!!! so i hope it will b lik dat dis time too...

finally gt it out f da way....

sry fr da delay in updatin this blog, cos other committments kept me buzy!!! so i finally had da get-together... it ws simply awsum... i ws sooooooooooo damned freaked out, didnt knw wat the guys wud think f it.... bt they jst had one heck of a time, which am glad abt...

hope its gonna b a gr8 day ahead!!!

tmrw is gonna b one hell f a day... gonna b da 1st day im invitin my best buddies over fr a meal!!! its kinda freaky, even my mum virtually fell of her seat wen i asked her, she was like - "u, invitin ur frnds over, definitely there must b mutin wrong wit u!!!" so u get the idea.. iv never invited any f my frnds over.... God only knws y i didnt all des years... anyways... !!! so i am simply freaked out, n prayin dat nutin goes wrong, n dat all my buddies hav a gud time. As long as they hav a gud time, den iv gt nutin to wry abt, hehehehehe..... so pls pray dat everytin goes on as planned!!!!

the transition

da next few days which i prefer to term as the transition days were killin... this is cos f so many reasons... 1st n foremost it ws da Sinhala/Tamil New Year holdidays, n we didnt go on a trip ;-( cos da whole family except fr me went to a foreign land on vacation leavin me all alone here cos f da last few days f my damned degree, hence, they didnt feel like goin out f twn, hahahahahaha, wat big bloody joke!!! 2nd reason ws all wrk ws over, hence, there ws nutin to keep my mind occupied (except fr da prepartion fr da presentation, which is jst a copy n paste frm da doc in 2 da slides, which is nt a big deal altogether). thus, to wile away da time, da constant routine was movies, sleeping, eating, movies, sleeping, eating, movies, sleeping, eating, movies, sleeping, eating, etc... which is nt very healthy afterall.. bt who da hell cares... as long as i ws enjoyin myself!!! so wat awaits me next.... God only knws....

its the last lap!!

Finally, im done wit it.... da final stage of da degree... da thing dat i thought i wud never c an end to, cos it ws lik a never endin race.... months together racking r brains, studyin, presenting, blah, blah, blah... well the day finally dawned to c an end to all this stuff... kinda sad dat its all over, bt then yet again im so relieved dats its all over, after all da hectic wrk dat went into it.... well its over literally bt still iv jst gt one more n da most important presentation to do, hw well i present at dis totally depends on wat grades i get, so fingers r crossed n hoping fr da best....