Nothingness!!!

Have you ever looked at yourself and asked why are all these problems happening to me??? Well, Im just after a workshop on Discovering Oneself and it was just so amazing!!! We just do not realize that all the problems we face in our lives are created not by any one else, but is simply the creation of it by our own hands. The solution to these problems is very simple, and that is to operate from "Nothingness" which means, that do not judge the situation or the problem from any angle, in terms of right/wrong, blaming on others, because this would not solve the situation but further increase it. Hence, I am not going to judge any situation or any person and going to work on the principle of "Nothingness" and right now, this is just grrrrrrrrrrr88888888!!!!

The Feel Good Factor!!!

Subsequent too the various situations and changes in my life for a moment I had thought my world had come to a complete halt and didnt seem to see any kind of good happening for the rest of my life. I was feeling down in the dumps, no motivation to excel in anything, all I wanted to do was just to make it through the day and that would be enough for me. Just when all these were continuously running through my mind, my boss arrived in the country from where he was and calls a special meeting with our team at work. He goes on with the meeting and just before we finish he comes to this really important part of it and he goes lyk: "Hisham, now I want you to play a strategic role in this important project we are carrrying and you have to travel to all these countries anf he goes on giving me this really detailed list of countries, and he askes me to prepare the plan and send it to him for approval and stuff, annd he goes like you are going to be the team leader, so I want your best in this"!!!! WOW WOW WOW, is all I could say... So after all my life that aint bad and the Feel Good Factor was simply awsum!!!!

Back to Base...

Just when I thought everything was back to normal and was enjoying life, some idiot had to come and spoil all the happiness we were having. One sometimes wonders why do some people try and destroy friendships and try and be imposing and actually gain a pleasure out of it, I just don't get it!!! Anyways, I told my friend to go fly a kite with the new BFF and to bother me ever again!!! I guess being single, lonely and friendless is the best solution inlife, no one to bother you, no one to interfere with you nor with your life no one you need to think of a second time and the list continues... I am sooooooooooooooooooooo enjoying this period of my life!!!!